The Kitab-i-Aqdas Part 6

O Thou Who art the Lord of all names and the Maker of the heavens! I beseech Thee by them Who are the Daysprings of Thine invisible Essence, the Most Exalted, the All-Glorious, to make of my prayer a fire that will burn away the veils which have shut me out from Thy beauty, and a light that will lead me unto the ocean of Thy Presence.

_Let him then raise his hands in supplication toward G.o.d-blessed and exalted be He-and say:_

O Thou the Desire of the world and the Beloved of the nations! Thou seest me turning toward Thee, and rid of all attachment to anyone save Thee, and clinging to Thy cord, through whose movement the whole creation hath been stirred up. I am Thy servant, O my Lord, and the son of Thy servant.

Behold me standing ready to do Thy will and Thy desire, and wis.h.i.+ng naught else except Thy good pleasure. I implore Thee by the Ocean of Thy mercy and the Day-Star of Thy grace to do with Thy servant as Thou willest and pleasest. By Thy might which is far above all mention and praise!

Whatsoever is revealed by Thee is the desire of my heart and the beloved of my soul. O G.o.d, my G.o.d! Look not upon my hopes and my doings, nay rather look upon Thy will that hath encompa.s.sed the heavens and the earth.

By Thy Most Great Name, O Thou Lord of all nations! I have desired only what Thou didst desire, and love only what Thou dost love.

_Let him then kneel, and bowing his forehead to the ground, let him say:_

Exalted art Thou above the description of anyone save Thyself, and the comprehension of aught else except Thee.

_Let him then stand and say:_

Make my prayer, O my Lord, a fountain of living waters whereby I may live as long as Thy sovereignty endureth, and may make mention of Thee in every world of Thy worlds.

_Let him again raise his hands in supplication, and say:_

O Thou in separation from Whom hearts and souls have melted, and by the fire of Whose love the whole world hath been set aflame! I implore Thee by Thy Name through which Thou hast subdued the whole creation, not to withhold from me that which is with Thee, O Thou Who rulest over all men!

Thou seest, O my Lord, this stranger hastening to his most exalted home beneath the canopy of Thy majesty and within the precincts of Thy mercy; and this transgressor seeking the ocean of Thy forgiveness; and this lowly one the court of Thy glory; and this poor creature the orient of Thy wealth. Thine is the authority to command whatsoever Thou willest. I bear witness that Thou art to be praised in Thy doings, and to be obeyed in Thy behests, and to remain unconstrained in Thy bidding.

_Let him then raise his hands, and repeat three times the Greatest Name. Let him then bend down with hands resting on the knees before G.o.d-blessed and exalted be He-and say: _

Thou seest, O my G.o.d, how my spirit hath been stirred up within my limbs and members, in its longing to wors.h.i.+p Thee, and in its yearning to remember Thee and extol Thee; how it testifieth to that whereunto the Tongue of Thy Commandment hath testified in the kingdom of Thine utterance and the heaven of Thy knowledge. I love, in this state, O my Lord, to beg of Thee all that is with Thee, that I may demonstrate my poverty, and magnify Thy bounty and Thy riches, and may declare my powerlessness, and manifest Thy power and Thy might.

_Let him then stand and raise his hands twice in supplication, and say:_

There is no G.o.d but Thee, the Almighty, the All-Bountiful. There is no G.o.d but Thee, the Ordainer, both in the beginning and in the end. O G.o.d, my G.o.d! Thy forgiveness hath emboldened me, and Thy mercy hath strengthened me, and Thy call hath awakened me, and Thy grace hath raised me up and led me unto Thee. Who, otherwise, am I that I should dare to stand at the gate of the city of Thy nearness, or set my face toward the lights that are s.h.i.+ning from the heaven of Thy will? Thou seest, O my Lord, this wretched creature knocking at the door of Thy grace, and this evanescent soul seeking the river of everlasting life from the hands of Thy bounty. Thine is the command at all times, O Thou Who art the Lord of all names; and mine is resignation and willing submission to Thy will, O Creator of the heavens!

_Let him then raise his hands thrice, and say:_

Greater is G.o.d than every great one!

_Let him then kneel and, bowing his forehead to the ground, say:_

Too high art Thou for the praise of those who are nigh unto Thee to ascend unto the heaven of Thy nearness, or for the birds of the hearts of them who are devoted to Thee to attain to the door of Thy gate. I testify that Thou hast been sanctified above all attributes and holy above all names.

No G.o.d is there but Thee, the Most Exalted, the All-Glorious.

_Let him then seat himself and say:_

I testify unto that whereunto have testified all created things, and the Concourse on high, and the inmates of the all-highest Paradise, and beyond them the Tongue of Grandeur itself from the all-glorious Horizon, that Thou art G.o.d, that there is no G.o.d but Thee, and that He Who hath been manifested is the Hidden Mystery, the Treasured Symbol, through Whom the letters B and E (Be) have been joined and knit together. I testify that it is He whose name hath been set down by the Pen of the Most High, and Who hath been mentioned in the Books of G.o.d, the Lord of the Throne on high and of earth below.

_Let him then stand erect and say:_

O Lord of all being and Possessor of all things visible and invisible!

Thou dost perceive my tears and the sighs I utter, and hearest my groaning, and my wailing, and the lamentation of my heart. By Thy might!

My trespa.s.ses have kept me back from drawing nigh unto Thee; and my sins have held me far from the court of Thy holiness. Thy love, O my Lord, hath enriched me, and separation from Thee hath destroyed me, and remoteness from Thee hath consumed me. I entreat Thee by Thy footsteps in this wilderness, and by the words "Here am I. Here am I" which Thy chosen Ones have uttered in this immensity, and by the breaths of Thy Revelation, and the gentle winds of the Dawn of Thy Manifestation, to ordain that I may gaze on Thy beauty and observe whatsoever is in Thy Book.

_Let him then repeat the Greatest Name thrice, and bend down with hands resting on the knees, and say:_

Praise be to Thee, O my G.o.d, that Thou hast aided me to remember Thee and to praise Thee, and hast made known unto me Him Who is the Dayspring of Thy signs, and hast caused me to bow down before Thy Lords.h.i.+p, and humble myself before Thy G.o.dhead, and to acknowledge that which hath been uttered by the Tongue of Thy grandeur.

_Let him then rise and say:_

O G.o.d, my G.o.d! My back is bowed by the burden of my sins, and my heedlessness hath destroyed me. Whenever I ponder my evil doings and Thy benevolence, my heart melteth within me, and my blood boileth in my veins.

By Thy Beauty, O Thou the Desire of the world! I blush to lift up my face to Thee, and my longing hands are ashamed to stretch forth toward the heaven of Thy bounty. Thou seest, O my G.o.d, how my tears prevent me from remembering Thee and from extolling Thy virtues, O Thou the Lord of the Throne on high and of earth below! I implore Thee by the signs of Thy Kingdom and the mysteries of Thy Dominion to do with Thy loved ones as becometh Thy bounty, O Lord of all being, and is worthy of Thy grace, O King of the seen and the unseen!

_Let him then repeat the Greatest Name thrice, and kneel with his forehead to the ground, and say:_

Praise be unto Thee, O our G.o.d, that Thou hast sent down unto us that which draweth us nigh unto Thee, and supplieth us with every good thing sent down by Thee in Thy Books and Thy Scriptures. Protect us, we beseech Thee, O my Lord, from the hosts of idle fancies and vain imaginations.

Thou, in truth, art the Mighty, the All-Knowing.

_Let him then raise his head, and seat himself, and say:_

I testify, O my G.o.d, to that whereunto Thy chosen Ones have testified, and acknowledge that which the inmates of the all-highest Paradise and those who have circled round Thy mighty Throne have acknowledged. The kingdoms of earth and heaven are Thine, O Lord of the worlds!

_(Prayers and Meditations by Baha'u'llah, CLx.x.xIII)_