Compass Rose Part 24

chapter sixty-eight.

May called Elsie early the next morning. May said, "They're keeping d.i.c.k in bed over at the hospital, but he's all right. I expect Rose told you."

"Yes. But thank you."

"There is one other thing. Your brother-in-law called me. He was perfectly polite and said he was glad everyone's safe. But then he said it's better if we don't talk about it. He said he'd prefer that we get together after d.i.c.k gets home. That way-I wrote down what he said-we can make a dignified joint statement."

Elsie said, "That's Jack, all right."

"When I told d.i.c.k, he laughed. Then he swore at him. He said Jack Junior's a poor fool, but Jack's something worse. You know d.i.c.k gave the boy his survival suit. d.i.c.k wasn't going to say anything, but now that Jack's horning in, d.i.c.k's in a state. I don't blame him-I just don't think it'll do any good for him to go round talking the way he's doing now. Maybe if he gets to talk more while he's still in the hospital, he'll get talked out. I put you on the list for this noon. I hope you'll go."

"Yes," Elsie said. She pulled her bathrobe tighter around her. "I'm sorry Jack called you. On top of everything. You must have had a terrible day."

"It went by pretty quick. From the time Tom told me until Charlie came, it wasn't but an hour or so. Charlie came in and first thing he said was 'It's good news.' Before then I had Rose and Tom with me. I should have asked you before-you're all right, are you? Charlie said you took a turn."

Elsie's face twisted. When she opened her mouth there was a whoosh of breath.

May said, "What?"

"It was that little room," Elsie said. "The air got thick."

"Charlie said Captain Teixeira didn't let up in the details, so that must've been hard, d.i.c.k being fished out, n.o.body knowing if he was drowned or frozen."

Elsie had no idea what she said. She might not have said anything.

"Anyways," May said, "he's over there now, on the top floor. I'll tell him you're coming. Eddie's going after supper. I had a time putting Phoebe off. I didn't like hurting her feelings, but when she gets hold of a story ..." May sighed. "You'd think we could just be thankful and have done with it."

"Yes," Elsie said. "I'm sure Phoebe will understand. You can say how you were in a daze."

"I wasn't."

"I just meant-"

"I know what you meant. I'll get it straight with Phoebe. Right now I've got to call Tony. There he was holding d.i.c.k on that piece of dory, so I want to thank him. At the same time I got to ask him to stop going round saying Jack Junior's a Jonah."

"I'm not sure what that means," Elsie said. "He was the one who was swallowed by a whale."

"A Jonah's someone who brings bad luck to a s.h.i.+p. That's why they chucked Jonah overboard."

When May hung up, it took Elsie a moment to get her balance. What was odd was that May sounded so sure of herself, and yet she was submitting to Jack's pompous edict. But one thing was clear-May told her to go see d.i.c.k.

It was Rose who saw it first. She said, "Mom, you've got a skunk stripe."

"What are you talking about?" Elsie was still in her bathrobe, poking through her clothes to pick out a dress. She went into the bathroom to look in the mirror. Just to the side of the crown of her head there was a streak of white. She covered it with her hand.

Rose was standing behind her. "It's okay, Mom. It's cool. Really."

Elsie took her hand away. She ran a brush through her hair, thinking the white might be mixed with the dark, that she could pluck the white like the occasional gray. The white was thick and pure all the way to the roots. Had she cut herself? Sc.r.a.ped her head when she fell over? No-her head had landed on Charlie's shoe. Her body did this, as involuntarily as it had sprawled her across the floor in a faint.

"I told you, Mom. It looks good. Stop standing there staring-you'll be late for Dad."

The white streak was involuntary, but she would decide what it marked.

Rose held up a dress. "You look good in this."

All right, then-everyone was urging her to go see d.i.c.k.

chapter sixty-nine.

I was terrible," JB said.

"I'm getting over it," Mary said. "Can I trust you to make the coffee? I'm up to my wrist in cod. I hope you like codfish cakes. I season them myself, so don't put ketchup on them."

"This is how dumb I was. 'Come live with me and be my love' / And you will be half owner of / Two acres and a bungalow. / A sound investment for your dough. / And by the way, I'll be your beau."

JB came up next to her and stuck the piece of paper in the flame under the frying pan.

She said, "Oh, for G.o.d's sake, don't get any of that mess in my food."

"I'm repenting in dust and ashes."

"Fine, as long as it doesn't slow you down making the coffee. And when you've put the coffee on, you could squeeze those oranges over there."

While she'd been lying in bed she'd watched him scribbling at the kitchen table and muttering to himself. She'd woken up in a good mood, drowsily thinking of breakfast, remembering what she had in the fridge, finally settling on codfish cakes mixed with parsley, scallions, and minced green and red peppers. They'd fry up gold, dotted with red and green. She'd woken up with a sense of what breakfast would look like, but she'd also been seeing the colors of the field at sunset. She said, "It's more than two acres. I'd say closer to three."

"You're right. It's two-point-seven. I'll write you a poem with two-point-seven."

"Never mind your poems." She flipped a codfish cake. She was enjoying bossing him around, and he seemed to understand it was breezy enough to be a good sign. "I'd like to have another look at the place. Just walk around at midday by myself. I'm not promising anything. But let's say I think it's a good proposition ..." She flipped another. "If Jack Aldrich finds out I'm buying land he wants, he might just get mad enough to fire me. I don't know enough about hiding things in corporations and holding companies and the like." She flipped the third and fourth. "And since that sort of talk might send you off the deep end, I think I should meet your brother. I don't mind being a fool about sharing a bed with you, but when it comes to money, I'd rather talk to your brother. Mind you, it's all still if. Of course, since he's your brother, I'd have to find a lawyer of my own for the final deal. That enough romance for you? Have I swept you off your feet?" JB laughed.

He didn't say a word while they ate. She finally said, "You're showing off. You're showing off being silent."

"When I'm happy I talk a lot. When I'm really, really happy I don't talk as much."

"I didn't say yes, I said maybe."

"I know. I'm just enjoying the way your mind works. And I'm thinking how my brother will approve. He won't say anything, but he'll breathe a sigh of relief."

"I hope you're not thinking I'm going to take over from him. A little incapacity in a man can be charming. Like not being able to tie a bow tie. Complete helplessness is another matter altogether."

JB said, "What I meant was-" but then the phone rang.

It was Rose. She started so fast that Mary only heard a few words-Spartina, Dad, hospital. Mary said, "Rose, Rose, wait. Is he all right?"

"Yes. He's in the hospital, but they're just making sure. Here's the thing. The reason he didn't have his survival suit on is that he gave it to Jack Junior. You'd think Uncle Jack would be falling all over himself with grat.i.tude, but he's being a s.h.i.+thead. Now he's saying it was Dad's job to have survival suits on board. Mom's furious at him. Aunt Sally is mad at Uncle Jack and Mom. Anyway, don't be surprised when you get to Sawtooth and run into Uncle Jack. I just thought I'd warn you. Oh, May's put you on the list so you can go see Dad."

"How are you, Rose?"

"I'm okay. I mean, there was a little while when Tom got me and we didn't know. He kept telling me it was probably okay, but he didn't know. Oh-Mom was listening to Captain Teixeira's radio just when they pulled Dad out and she fainted. Now she's got a white streak in her hair. She's embarra.s.sed about it, so when you see her be sure to tell her it looks good."

Mary said, "Oh, Rose ..."

Rose said, "Look-I've got to go. I'm at May's house, and they're all just coming in the driveway."

After Mary hung up, she sat down at the kitchen table and began to cry. She was taken by surprise-on one side relief that d.i.c.k was all right, on another distress for d.i.c.k's losing Spartina. But what undid her was Rose-whether Rose was being bad or blurting out a kindness for Elsie, Mary ached for her.

After she wiped her eyes, she patted JB's hand. She was glad enough he was there, but she didn't feel at all like explaining everything to someone new in town-fresh off the boat, as her father used to say.

"So that was Rose," he said. "Is everyone all right?"

At least he knew Rose, and, come to think of it, he knew Elsie. He knew a thing or two about Jack Aldrich. And mightn't he have heard South County stories as he lay in bed with his old flame Tory Hazard? That thought put her in a drier mood. She said, "Yes. Rose's father's boat sank, but everyone's safe. Captain Teixeira had one of his boats close by, thank G.o.d." She turned and said, "You've heard of Captain Teixeira?"

"Yes. He and Tory's father were friends. Tory thought it was a model friends.h.i.+p. Captain Teixeira must be ancient by now."

"He is. I don't know what keeps him going. I guess being the patriarch. I'd always hoped d.i.c.k would end up like Captain Teixeira-he could keep on being crusty but in the middle of family who know when to let him be in charge and when to let him think he's in charge. Now that d.i.c.k's on the beach, he'll get fierce all over again. He'll get restless and hard and foolish just when he should be getting older and wiser. He'll be sixty soon enough, and he'll tear himself apart trying to be young again. He was a terror when he was building Spartina; he'd get up to anything. And even after, he took her out in a hurricane when he had a wife and two sons and Elsie pregnant with Rose. What is it with men and this big rush to be a hero? And he went and did it again-giving his survival suit to that little twerp Jack Junior. Oh, I know it's honorable and n.o.ble and G.o.d knows what else, but I'm as certain as I'm standing here that d.i.c.k felt that flash inside him that said, 'Here it is-a moment of manly glory.' And that's it, it's a flash. And there's Elsie taking care of Rose for years. And Miss Perry as well. And here d.i.c.k is, the hero of the hurricane and now the hero of the s.h.i.+pwreck. A day then, a day now, and all the men cheer. Christ, I don't know why we put up with you."

JB had tilted his head agreeably when she'd got to Elsie and Rose and Miss Perry, but at her last outcry his eyebrows shot up.

"I shouldn't have gone off like that," she said. "The man's in the hospital."

"But he's all right?"

"Yes. But that boat was everything. Going to sea in your own boat-if you're not rich enough to buy land, that's the last place you can go be on your own, and to h.e.l.l with what they're doing onsh.o.r.e." She sighed. "So I love him for his free spirit and I think he's a selfish old b.a.s.t.a.r.d. It just occurs to me. I may have got it wrong when I said he gave up his survival suit in a flash. It may have been part manly code: this is what you do if you're captain. But I wonder if it didn't cross his mind that he was teaching a lesson to Jack Aldrich-this is how a man does things, you desk-hugging landlubber in your yacht-club blazer. I wonder if Jack didn't get a whiff of that, and that's why he ... I'll tell you what. Call up your pal Tory and tell her we're buying. If Jack fires me, I'll start a restaurant right on his front doorstep."

"I was thinking of a used-book store."

"Fine. Both. But I'm in a mood to stick someone in the eye, and it might as well be his nibs."

chapter seventy.

d.i.c.k said, "May said she was sending you over. You here to take care of me like you did Miss Perry? Last night they were fussing like I'm on my last legs, so don't you join in. Either make me laugh or get me out of here."

Elsie stood still. She'd been imaging something sweeter, but this was better. She said, "You're awfully bossy this morning. You have any other complaints?"

"The food's no good."

"You haven't even been here a whole day."

"All I got last night was some kind of broth, and breakfast was instant oatmeal. What'd you do to your hair?"

"I'll tell you when you're not being rude about it." She walked to the edge of the bed. She thought, This doesn't count. She bent over and kissed his mouth. She touched his cheek and kissed him again. She turned around and pulled up a folding chair and sat down. She was going to hold his hand, but it was bandaged so thickly it was as big as a boxing glove.

He said, "Jesus, Elsie. I said 'make me laugh.' " He closed his eyes. After a bit he said, "Could you crank the bed up?"

She raised the bed and plumped his pillow. She put her hand on his cheek again, looked at his face, felt the air between their faces. All this was more deliberate than a kiss.

She sat down again, and after a while she said, "I'm sorry about Spartina."

"I'll tell you-it's not tearing me up like I thought it would. It's hard to say how come. It's like I've been inside myself, and inside there was this big dark s.p.a.ce. It wasn't something to be afraid of, not like being stuck underwater. I don't mean that thing they say, that you see your whole life. It wasn't like a newsreel. All I can say is I feel like I got taken apart and put back together."

She wasn't sure what that meant, but it made a s.p.a.ce in her.

He said, "Not that that takes care of any real problems. The insurance company's going to take their own sweet time. Say they need to 'investigate the cause of the accident.' I don't know how they figure to do that. The Coast Guard helicopter spotted a lifeboat floating just under the surface not so far from where Spartina went down. The pilot got a look when the lifeboat rolled up on a wave. He guessed maybe eighteen or twenty feet. Spotty red paint over what looked like metal. We sure as h.e.l.l ran into something, and a derelict steel lifeboat fits the bill. The Coast Guard sent a cutter to recover her, but she must have sunk before the cutter got there. Spartina likely banged the last bit of buoyancy out of her. It was likely her bow punched into us. Likely. Likely is all anyone's going to know." d.i.c.k folded his arms, curled over them. "Tony says the hole was big as a door. Below the waterline. Water coming in knocked Tran off his feet. Tony came up and took the wheelhouse door off its hinges, see if that'd work. I went below. I couldn't see the hole, just the surge pus.h.i.+ng Tran around. No way we were going to ..." d.i.c.k sat up and waved his bandaged hand. "So I told them to get the h.e.l.l out of there."

Elsie said, "d.i.c.k, I'm ..." She held her jaw but cried anyway.

"Yeah. I know. But come on, Elsie. We're all in one piece."

"Yes." d.i.c.k reached across with his good hand and touched her arm. She took a breath and said, "What happened to your hand?"

"That's another thing got a hole in it. Only reason I'm still in here is a specialist has to take a look, see if there's nerve damage. We were banging around some getting into what was left of the dory, hit my hand on the sharp end of a busted strake. Jack Junior-you got to feel sorry for a kid gets called Jack Junior. The reason the dory busted up was Jack Junior launched her on the weather side. We'd lost steerage way by then, so I couldn't swing Spartina around. You know how high a dory rides before she's loaded, bobs around like a cork. She would've held the four of us and settled down. But empty as she was, she bounced up against the rail and cracked her gunwale and another couple of strakes. Tony and Tran were below, seeing if they could get a pump working. I was in the wheelhouse, on the radio. I saw Junior; I was banging the window and yelling, but he couldn't hear me. The poor b.a.s.t.a.r.d had been seasick the second and third day out, but he was strong enough to get the dory over the side. We were wallowing, and I guess he just shoved her whichever way was downhill at the time. We were sinking by the bow, so that made it easier, too."

"Why did you decide to give him your survival suit?"

d.i.c.k tilted his head back against the pillow. "I didn't decide."

"What do you mean?"

"I just did it."

"You didn't think about, I don't know, your family? And Rose?"

"No."

" 'No'? Just 'no'?"

"You mean right then and there? Spartina going down, the dory on the wrong side, making sure Tony and Tran come up from below, wondering how far away Bom Sonho is. Not exactly a moment for wistfulness."

She'd pushed and he'd pushed back, not angry, just hard and neat. She knew him, oh, G.o.d, she knew him-she'd kept on knowing him, she knew him when she watched him splicing a cable by the dock, weaving the wires and pulling them taut. She'd seen him; he hadn't seen her. He had no idea.

He was talking again. She heard him say, "... zipped him up and got him the h.e.l.l out of the way."