The Russian Concubine Part 8

A naval officer approached her as she edged away from the smoking room, where she'd taken a quick peek around the door. The air in there was thick with the smoke from a dozen cigars and a brace of pipes, a blue smog that caught at the back of her throat and made her sneeze.

'Can I help you, miss? You look as if you're lost, and I hate to see such a charming young damsel in distress.' The officer smiled at her, very das.h.i.+ng in his startlingly white uniform and a smattering of gold braid.

'Well, I . . .'

'Permit me to buy you a drink?'

His eyes were so blue and his smile so playful, offering her an invitation that so far had only been spoken in her dreams. Permit me to buy you a drink. Permit me to buy you a drink. It was the dress that was doing it, she knew that. The dress and the sophisticated curl. She was tempted. But in her heart she knew that this elegant officer, with his row of well-fed teeth, would expect something in return for his interest. Unlike her Chinese protector yesterday. He'd asked her for nothing, and that touched her in a way she didn't quite understand. It was so . . . so unfamiliar to her. Why would a Chinese hawk want to rescue a It was the dress that was doing it, she knew that. The dress and the sophisticated curl. She was tempted. But in her heart she knew that this elegant officer, with his row of well-fed teeth, would expect something in return for his interest. Unlike her Chinese protector yesterday. He'd asked her for nothing, and that touched her in a way she didn't quite understand. It was so . . . so unfamiliar to her. Why would a Chinese hawk want to rescue a fanqui fanqui sparrow? The question burrowed inside her. sparrow? The question burrowed inside her.

She recalled the flash of anger in his dark eyes and wondered what lay behind it. She wanted to ask him. But first she'd have to find him and she didn't even know his name.

'A drink?' the uniformed officer asked again.

Lydia turned her head away in disdain and said coolly, 'I am with my mother, the concert pianist.'

He melted away. Lydia felt a little trill of delight flutter up her spine and moved on toward the next door. It was set back in a small niche off the entrance hall. Reading Room, a plaque announced in bra.s.s letters, and the door was already half open. She walked in. The banging of her heart subsided only when she realised there were no more than two people in residence, an elderly man asleep in a leather wingback chair with The Times The Times rising and falling over his face as he snored gently. The other man, over by the window where the rain was rattling against the dark panes, was Mr Theo. rising and falling over his face as he snored gently. The other man, over by the window where the rain was rattling against the dark panes, was Mr Theo.

He was sitting very upright with his eyes closed. From his mouth came a sort of long drawn-out oom oom noise, over and over monotonously, the way her mother did piano scales. He was breathing deeply and his hands were turned palms upward like empty begging bowls on the arms of his chair. Lydia watched, fascinated. She had seen natives do this, especially the shaven-headed monks in the temple up on Tiger Hill, but never a white man. She looked around the room. It was dimly lit and one wall was obscured by dark shelves of leather-bound books, and placed at intervals were ebony tables covered in newspapers, magazines, and journals. On the nearest one Lydia could read the headline: CAPTAIN DE HAVILLAND SETS NEW RECORD IN GYPSY MOTH noise, over and over monotonously, the way her mother did piano scales. He was breathing deeply and his hands were turned palms upward like empty begging bowls on the arms of his chair. Lydia watched, fascinated. She had seen natives do this, especially the shaven-headed monks in the temple up on Tiger Hill, but never a white man. She looked around the room. It was dimly lit and one wall was obscured by dark shelves of leather-bound books, and placed at intervals were ebony tables covered in newspapers, magazines, and journals. On the nearest one Lydia could read the headline: CAPTAIN DE HAVILLAND SETS NEW RECORD IN GYPSY MOTH.

She tiptoed over to one of the tables. Very occasionally she found a magazine discarded in Victoria Park and would pore over it for months until it finally fell apart, but these were new and irresistible. She picked up a magazine with the enticing t.i.tle Lady about Town Lady about Town and an ill.u.s.tration of a long-limbed lady beside a long-limbed hound on the cover. Lydia held it close to her face to inhale the scent of strange chemicals that wafted off the crisp pages, then turned the first page. Instantly she was captivated. A picture of two women posing on the steps of the National Gallery in Trafalgar Square, London. They looked so modern in the latest helmet hats and dresses so like her own that she was able to dream herself right into the photograph. She could hear their laughter and the pigeons cooing at their feet. and an ill.u.s.tration of a long-limbed lady beside a long-limbed hound on the cover. Lydia held it close to her face to inhale the scent of strange chemicals that wafted off the crisp pages, then turned the first page. Instantly she was captivated. A picture of two women posing on the steps of the National Gallery in Trafalgar Square, London. They looked so modern in the latest helmet hats and dresses so like her own that she was able to dream herself right into the photograph. She could hear their laughter and the pigeons cooing at their feet.

'Get out.'

She almost dropped the magazine.

'Get out of here.'

It was Mr Theo. He was leaning forward and staring straight at her. Only it wasn't the usual Mr Theo. She nearly did as he said, she was so used to jumping to obey his orders at school, but something in the sound of his voice caught at her, made her stare back. The wretchedness she saw in his eyes shocked her.

She took a hesitant step toward him. 'Headmaster?'

His whole body seemed to wince as if she'd laid a finger on an open wound, and he ran a hand over his pale face. When he looked back at her, he had regained control.

'What is it, Lydia?'

She had no idea what to say. How to help. She was unsure of herself, but her feet in their little satin shoes refused to walk away.

'Sir,' she said, uncertain what would come next, ' . . . are you a Buddhist?'

'What an extraordinary question. And a very personal one, I may say.' He tipped his head back against the maroon leather and suddenly looked very weary. 'But no, I am not a Buddhist, though many of his sayings tempt me to try out the path to peace and enlightenment. G.o.d knows, those are rare commodities in the blackened soul of this place.'

'Of China?'

'No, I mean here, this place, our International Settlement.' He gave a harsh laugh. 'Where nothing is settled settled except through greed and corruption.' except through greed and corruption.'

The bitterness of his words found its way into the corners of Lydia's mouth, like the taste of aloes. She shook her head to be rid of it and abandoned the magazine on a table. 'But sir, it seems to me that for someone like you . . . well . . . you have, I mean . . . everything. So why . . . ?'

'Everything? You mean my school?'

'Yes. And a house and a car and a pa.s.sport and a place in society and a . . .' She was going to say mistress mistress, a beautiful exotic mistress, but stopped herself in time. She didn't mention the money either. He had money. Instead she said, 'Everything anyone could want.'

'That,' he said rising abruptly to his feet, 'that is all mud. As Buddha points out with such clarity, your everything everything soils the human soul.' soils the human soul.'

'No, sir. I can't believe that.'

His stare fixed on her with a narrowing of his eyelids that was intimidating, but she refused to drop her gaze. Unexpectedly his mouth broke into a smile, but it didn't have the strength to reach his eyes.

'Little Lydia Ivanova, all togged up in your finery, looking like a delicate ripe magnolia bud about to burst open. You are so innocent, you have no idea what goes on. So unspoiled. This is a world of corruption, my dear. You know nothing about it.'

'I know more than you think.'

At that he laughed outright. 'Oh, I'm sure that's true. I don't take you for a docile dormouse, like some of your cla.s.smates. But you're still young and you still have the capacity to believe.' He sank down into the chair once more and let his head rest on his hands. 'You still believe.'

Lydia looked down at the long, tormented fingers buried in his fine, light brown hair and she felt a knot of anger rise on her tongue. She moved close to the chair as the faint sound of a snore drifted from the other side of the room, and she bent forward, so that she was almost speaking into his ear.

'Sir, whatever future I want, I'm the only one who can make it happen. If that's believing, then yes, I believe.' The words came out in a fierce little hiss.

He tilted his head to look at her, a hint of admiration lurking behind the frown. 'Pa.s.sionate words, Lydia. But empty. Because you don't know where you are. Or what it is that makes the wheels of this sordid little town turn. It's all filth and corruption, the stench of the gutter . . .'

'No, sir.' Lydia shook her head vehemently. 'Not here.' She gestured toward the leather-bound books, the ormolu French clock quietly ticking their lives away, and the door that led to the elegant world watched over by Sir Edward Carlisle, where everything was stable and serene.

'Lydia, you are blind. This town was born out of greed. Stolen from China and packed full of greedy men. I warn you, by G.o.d or by Buddha, it will die by greed.'

'No.'

'Yes. Corruption is in its heart. You of all people should know that.'

'Me? Why me?' A kick of panic in her chest.

'Because you go to my school, of course.'

Lydia blinked, baffled. 'I don't understand.'

Abruptly Theo withdrew into himself. 'Go away, Lydia. Take your s.h.i.+ning hair and your s.h.i.+ning beliefs and dazzle them out there. I shall see you on Monday morning. You will be in your Willoughby Academy uniform, your wrists sticking out too far from your fraying cuffs as usual, and I will be in my headmaster gown. We will forget this conversation ever took place.' He waved a hand at her in dismissal, reached for a cigarette, and lit it with an air of quiet despair.

Lydia shut the door behind her but the conversation would not be forgotten. Not by her.

'Lydia, my dear, how lovely you look.'

Lydia turned and saw Mrs Mason, Polly's mother, descending on her. At her side was a woman in her forties, tall and elegant, who made Anthea Mason look dumpy by comparison.

'Countess, let me introduce Lydia Ivanova. She's the daughter of our pianist tonight.' She turned to Lydia. 'Countess Natalia Serova is also Russian, from St Petersburg, though I suppose I should really call her Madame Charonne now.'

Countess. Lydia became breathless at the thought. Her evening dress was of watered silk, the colour of deep burgundy, but it seemed oddly old-fas.h.i.+oned to Lydia with its full skirt and leg-of-mutton sleeves. Her aristocratic back was straight and she held her head high, pearls cl.u.s.tered at her throat, her pale blue eyes surveying Lydia with cool interest. Lydia had no idea what was expected of her, so she bobbed a small curtsy. Lydia became breathless at the thought. Her evening dress was of watered silk, the colour of deep burgundy, but it seemed oddly old-fas.h.i.+oned to Lydia with its full skirt and leg-of-mutton sleeves. Her aristocratic back was straight and she held her head high, pearls cl.u.s.tered at her throat, her pale blue eyes surveying Lydia with cool interest. Lydia had no idea what was expected of her, so she bobbed a small curtsy.

'You have been well taught, child. Devushki ochen redko takie vezhlevie Devushki ochen redko takie vezhlevie.'

Lydia stared at the floor, unwilling to admit she didn't understand.

'Oh, but Lydia doesn't speak Russian,' Anthea Mason said helpfully.

The countess raised one skilfully arched eyebrow. 'No Russian? And why not?'

Lydia felt like digging a hole in the floor and climbing into it. 'My mother brought me up to speak only English. And a little French,' she added quickly.

'That is disgraceful.'

'Oh, Countess, don't be so harsh on the girl.'

'Kakoi koshmar! She should know her mother tongue.' She should know her mother tongue.'

'English is is my mother tongue,' Lydia insisted, though her cheeks were burning. 'I'm proud to speak English.' my mother tongue,' Lydia insisted, though her cheeks were burning. 'I'm proud to speak English.'

'Good for you,' said Anthea Mason. 'Fly the flag, my dear.'

The countess reached out, tucked a finger under Lydia's chin, and lifted it an inch. 'That is how you would hold it,' she said with an amused smile on her lips, 'if you were at court.' Her Russian accent was even stronger than Valentina's, so that the words seemed to roll around inside her mouth, and she gave a little shrug of her shoulders but her cool gaze examined Lydia intently, so that Lydia felt she was being peeled, layer by layer. 'Yes, you are a lovely child, but . . . ,' Countess Serova dropped her hand and moved back, 'far too thin to wear a dress like that. Enjoy your evening.' She seemed to glide away across the hall with her companion. is how you would hold it,' she said with an amused smile on her lips, 'if you were at court.' Her Russian accent was even stronger than Valentina's, so that the words seemed to roll around inside her mouth, and she gave a little shrug of her shoulders but her cool gaze examined Lydia intently, so that Lydia felt she was being peeled, layer by layer. 'Yes, you are a lovely child, but . . . ,' Countess Serova dropped her hand and moved back, 'far too thin to wear a dress like that. Enjoy your evening.' She seemed to glide away across the hall with her companion.

'I heard today that Helen Wills has won Wimbledon,' Anthea was saying. 'Isn't it thrilling?' She gave an apologetic little wave in Lydia's direction.

For a full minute Lydia didn't move. The hall was filling up as the evening grew busier but there was still no sign of her mother. A sharp pain had lodged just behind her breastbone and misery had soiled the new dress like a grubby stain. She was now acutely aware that she was all bones sticking out, her b.r.e.a.s.t.s too small and her hair the wrong colour. Too spiky in her mind, as well as her body. She was masquerading in the dress, just as she was masquerading at being English. Oh yes, she spoke it with a perfect English accent, but who did that fool?

At the end of a minute she raised her chin an inch, then went in search of her mother because the recital was due to start at eight-thirty.

The two figures stood close to each other. Too close, it seemed to Lydia. One, small and slender in a blue dress, had her back against the wall of a pa.s.sageway, the other, broader and needier, was leaning over her, his face almost touching hers, as if he would eat her up.

Lydia froze. She was halfway down a well-lit corridor inside the club, but off to the right ran the narrow pa.s.sageway that looked as though it led to somewhere like the servants' quarters or the laundry. Somewhere hidden away. It was dim and over-warm, the large potted palm at its entrance throwing long shadowy fingers snaking along the tiled floor. She knew her mother instantly. But the man leaning over her took longer to place. With a shock she realised it was Mr Mason, Polly's father. His hands were all over her mother, all over the blue silk. On her thighs, her hips, her throat, her b.r.e.a.s.t.s. As if he owned them. And she did nothing to push him away.

Lydia felt a swirl of sickness in her stomach. She longed to turn, to break the pull of it, but couldn't, so she stood there, watching, unable to drag her eyes away. Her mother stood absolutely still, her back and her head and the palms of her hands pressed against the wall behind her, as if she would climb right through it. When Mason's mouth seized Valentina's, she let it happen but the way a doll lets its face be washed. Taking no part, eyes open and glazed. With both his hands clutching her body against his, Mason slid his mouth down her neck to the warm cleft between her b.r.e.a.s.t.s, and Lydia heard his groan of pleasure.

A small gasp escaped Lydia's mouth, she couldn't help it. Even though it was low and stifled, it was enough to make her mother twist her head. Her huge dark eyes widened when they fixed on her daughter's and her mouth opened, but no sound came out. Lydia's legs at last responded and she stepped back out of sight, into the corridor where she raced back around one corner and then another. Somewhere behind her she heard her mother's voice. 'Lydia, Lydia.'

That was when she saw someone she knew, a man she was sure she'd met somewhere before. He was heading for the main exit but his face was turned in Lydia's direction. It was the man whose watch she'd stolen yesterday in the marketplace. Without thinking, she burst through the first door on the left and shut it behind her. The room was small and silent, a cloakroom, full of rows of coats and stoles, capes and Burberrys, as well as racks of top hats and walking canes. Off to one side was a small archway into a separate area where an attendant waited at a counter to receive or retrieve the guests' outer garb. The attendant was not in sight at the moment but Lydia could hear him talking to someone in Mandarin.

She was trembling, her knees shaking beneath her, her teeth rattling in her head. She took a deep breath, made herself walk over to a glorious red fox wrap that hung nearby. Gently she rested her cheek against it and tried to calm her heaving stomach with the rich warmth of gleaming fur. But it didn't work. She slid to the floor and wrapped her arms around her s.h.i.+ns, rested her forehead on her knees, and tried to make sense of the evening.

Everything had gone wrong. Everything. Somehow everything had changed inside her head. All back to front. Her mother. Her school. Her plans. The way she looked. Even the way she spoke. Nothing was the same. And Mason with her mother. What was that about? What was going on?

She felt tears burn her cheeks and dashed them away furiously. She never cried. Never. Tears were for people like Polly, people who could afford them. With a shake of her head, she rubbed a hand across her mouth, jumped to her feet, and forced herself to think straight. If everything was wrong, then it was up to her to put it right. But how?

With hands still s.h.i.+vering, she brushed the creases from her dress and, more out of habit than intention, started to hunt through the pockets of the coats in the cloakroom. A pair of men's leather gloves and a Dunhill lighter quickly came to hand but she put them back, even though it hurt to do so. She had nowhere to keep them, no evening bag or pocket, but a lady's lace handkerchief she tucked into her underclothes; it would sell easily in the market. Next, a heavy black raincoat, still wet from the rain, a bulge in the inner pocket. Her fingers scooped out the contents. A soft pouch of deerskin.

Quickly, before someone comes. Loosen its neck, tip it upside down. Into her hand tumbled a glittering ruby necklace, lying like a pool of fiery blood in the centre of her palm.

8.

Chang watched.

They came like a wave. Up from the heart of the settlement. A dark tidal wave of police that suffocated the street. With guns snug on their hips and badges proud on their peaked caps, as threatening as a cobra's splayed hood. They leaped from cars and trucks, headlights carving the night into neat yellow slices, and they circled the club. A man in black and white finery, with medals bristling on his chest and a single gla.s.s lens over his right eye, strode down the steps toward them. He threw orders and gestures around, the way a mandarin scattered gold coins at his daughter's wedding.

Chang watched, his breath cool and unhurried. But his thoughts probed the darkness, feeling for danger. He slid away. From the shadow of the tree and into the blackness while around him others scampered out of sight. The beggars, the vendor of sunflower seeds and the hot-tea seller, the boy, thin as a twig, performing backflips for pennies, all melted away at the first stink of police boots. The night air turned foul in Chang's lungs and he could almost hear the cloud of angry nightspirits flitting and flickering past his head as they fled from yet one more barbarian invasion.

The rain still fell, heavier now, as if it would wash them away. It polished the streets and bowed the heads of the blue-uniformed devils, streaked their capes as they stationed themselves along the perimeter wall of the Ulysses Club. Chang watched as the man with the gla.s.s at his eye was swallowed up inside the building's hungry mouth and the heavy doors closed behind him. An officer holding a rifle was placed in front of them. The world was shut out. The occupants shut in.

Chang knew she was in there, the fox girl, walking through its rooms the way she walked through his dreams while he slept. Even by day she appeared in his head, making herself at home there and laughing when he tried to push her out. He closed his eyes and could see her face, her sharp teeth and her flaming hair, her eyes the colour of molten amber, and the way they seemed to gleam from within when she'd looked at him, so bright and curious.

What if she didn't want to be shut in the white devil's building? Caged. Trapped. He had to loosen the snare.

He eased away from the wet bricks behind him and set off through the darkness at a low run, as silent and unseen as a cat snaking toward a rat hole.

He crouched. Invisible under a broad-leafed bush, while his eyes adjusted to the blackness at the back of the building. A high stone wall girded its grounds but no streetlights reached out to disturb the habits of the night. His quick ears caught the sharp screech of a creature in pain, in the talons of an owl or the jaws of a weasel, but the rattling of the rain on the leaves drowned out most other sounds. So he crouched and waited patiently.

He did not need to wait long. The round yellow beam of a flashlight announced the patrol of two police officers, with heads bent and shoulders hunched against the heavy rain as if it were an enemy. They hurried past, scarcely a glance around, though the beam danced from bush to bush like a giant firefly. Chang tipped his head back, lifting his face to the downpour, the way he used to do in the waterfall as a child. Water was a state of mind. If you think it your friend when you swim in the river or wash away the dirt, why call it your enemy when it comes from the heavens? From the cup of the G.o.ds themselves. Tonight it was their gift to him, to keep him safe from barbarian eyes, and his lips murmured a prayer of thanks to Kuan Yung, the G.o.ddess of mercy.

He stepped forward onto the road, inhaled deeply, drawing together the elements of fire and water, and launched himself at the wall. A leap, fingers finding an uneven stone for half a second, then a twist in the air and legs flying high up above his head to the top of the wall. A silent drop to the ground on the other side. All one smooth flowing movement that attracted no eyes. Just a toad voiced its surprise at his feet.

But before he had taken even one step, a single streak of lightning split the sky in two and lit up the club's grounds for just long enough to rob Chang of his night vision. His throat tightened and his mouth went dry. An omen. But for good? Or evil? He didn't know. For a moment his mind chased in wild circles. He knelt in the deeper blackness that followed, his body as slick as an otter's in the rain, and feared that the omen was sent to tell him he was acting blindly. That the G.o.ds wanted to warn him that the fanqui fanqui girl would cost him too high a price. The smell of the drenched earth rose to his nostrils and he reached out, seized a handful of it, and raised it to his face. China's earth, the yellow loess, rich and fertile, stolen by the barbarians. It felt cold when he crumbled the wet soil in his fingers, as cold as if it had died. Death marched with the foreigners wherever they went. girl would cost him too high a price. The smell of the drenched earth rose to his nostrils and he reached out, seized a handful of it, and raised it to his face. China's earth, the yellow loess, rich and fertile, stolen by the barbarians. It felt cold when he crumbled the wet soil in his fingers, as cold as if it had died. Death marched with the foreigners wherever they went.

He knew he should leave.

But he shook his head impatiently and flicked out his tongue to lick the raindrops from his lips. Leave? It was not possible. His soul was tied to hers. He could no more turn and leave this place than a fish could leave its river. A hook was deep in him. He could feel it like a pain in his chest. To leave would be to die.

He moved swiftly and silently over the wet gra.s.s, becoming part of the trees, his shadow merging with theirs. Acres of neat lawns spread all around him, a small lake, flower gardens, and tennis courts on one side, a swimming pool big enough to drown an army on the other, all dimly illuminated by the lights from the building. To Chang it looked more like a fortress from the back, with two small round turrets, but then the foreigners had lost courage and softened its face with a long veranda and wide steps down to a crescent-moon terrace. A wisteria curved and writhed over the veranda roof, but the interior was hidden from view because long bamboo blinds had been lowered to keep out the storm. He could hear the blinds as they gusted and shook in the wind, billowing and rattling against the frame like the bones of the dead.

Uncertain which path to take, Chang swung away to the right. As he did so, something small and light fluttered into his face and clung to his cheek driven by the rain. His hand plucked it off and he was about to toss it away as an ill-fated moth, when he glanced at it more closely. A petal. A soft pink rose petal. Only then did he see that he was standing in the middle of a rose garden where the blooms were being slashed and torn by the wind and the rain. He stared at the single petal curled in the palm of his hand. This This was a sign too. A sign of love. He knew now that he would find her, and antic.i.p.ation surged hot in his veins. The G.o.ds were close tonight, whispering in his ear. He tucked the delicate offering of the petal inside the wet folds of his tunic, and his bare skin tingled at the touch of it. His pulse beat stronger. was a sign too. A sign of love. He knew now that he would find her, and antic.i.p.ation surged hot in his veins. The G.o.ds were close tonight, whispering in his ear. He tucked the delicate offering of the petal inside the wet folds of his tunic, and his bare skin tingled at the touch of it. His pulse beat stronger.

He skimmed around the edge of the circle of light, keeping in the shadows, black on black, until he crossed a path to what was clearly the kitchens. The lights shone brightly from the windows and Chang could make out the cluttered surfaces and steaming pans, but no one was in there except a solitary black barbarian in police uniform standing near the door. Where were the workers with their noisy chatter and their cursing? Had the foreigners eaten them? What was going on tonight?